22 September 2008

Feeling the Lord's Presence

Beth at The Power of Your Love asked the following question:

"Have you ever really felt the Lord's presence? Really known for sure that He was nearby?"

I replied in a comment on her original post:

"I have felt His presence on rare occasions, and I belive I will write a post about the same, either here or at Flickers.

But please know also that I believe we need to acknowledge His presence whether we "feel" it or not. That's the faith part. We can't trust our own feelings anyway.

Father God, we choose this day to worship and adore You. We admit Lord God that at times we stumble in the dark, unable to see You or hear You or feel Your presence. But this day, Lord God, we choose to declare that You are here, in all of Your power, Your glory and Your love. Thank You for being You, in Jesus name."

Here is the rest of the post I promised:

One might expect God to speak in an audible, thundering voice, but for most people this doesn’t occur. The voice of God is most often experienced as a fleeting, spontaneous thought, in many ways much less dramatic than one would imagine, but no less powerful.

God also speaks through His written Word when it suddenly seems alive in a new way, speaking His truth into situations in your life. I have had words seem to leap off the page and felt a “YES” in my spirit, amazed that it was exactly what I needed to hear at that moment. That same “YES” in my spirit accompanies His voice, no matter what form it has taken. Although He will often speak to me in a style similar to my own, He speaks things I know I would not have thought of in my own mind. He doesn’t seem rushed. There is no sense of pressure. In fact, in my experience, if there is a sense of urgency, or pressure to act immediately I am almost always sure it is NOT God speaking, but the enemy.

His voice, whether audible, seen (as in dreams and visions), or sensed, will always line up with His Word, the Bible.

I have only heard His audible voice once. One morning, I was still in bed, in my quiet time of prayer, and my husband was down the hall in the den checking mail on the computer and preparing for work. I heard a male voice speak my name “Karin”. I shouted down the hall “Yes, what do you want”. My husband said “What do you mean?” I said “You called me.” He insisted that he had not spoken. “But I heard my name” I said “and there is no one in the house but you, me and the cats”. He then wisely recalled the story of Eli and Samuel in 1 Samuel 3:9 and said to me “The next time you hear, say “speak Lord, your servant is listening””. All I could do was pause in wonder, thanking the Lord that He would regard me.

I had been praying one night, asking the Lord to show me His love in a tangible way. The next morning, while still in bed, again during my quiet time of prayer, with one of my cats curled up beside me, I could feel God’s arm around me. I remember telling the cat “We’re not going to move, God is holding us.” Some years later I was talking with the Lord and reminded Him about how He put His arm around me. I could sense Him laughing as He replied “My arm? My child, that was just my little finger.” I thought, of course, He is so very big, I would fit in the palm of His hand.

Some years ago, I began to hear a quiet, gentle, metallic tinkling sound like wind chimes. This could happen anywhere, and there were no chimes present. After the chimes I would sense a thought from God, a short word of comfort, encouragement or direction. This happened so often that I began to realize that He had gifted me with the sound of chimes as a sign that He wanted to speak to me, so each time I head them I would become silent and still, waiting in faith for Him to speak. He never disappointed me. I regret that in the busyness of life I often miss hearing and have even totally forgotten the chimes for long periods of time. When I remember and mention to the Lord in prayer that I have not heard the chimes or His voice, I sense Him saying simply “You have not been listening”.


Karen said...

Beautiful post...and so much I could relate to. I remember a specific time in my life when I was consumed with a tragic event, totally catching me off guard and changing my life COMPLETLY - even isolating me, for Christian friends were quick to judge, quick to fix and yet slow to hear God...I remember being in worship with Him, and surrending all I had, and pouring all I had to Him, kneeling and worshiping. I saw God reach down, pull me into His lap and hold me against His chest. I literally felt His presence. That was the only time it happened, and at that time I questioned if I was "seeing" things, and then my husband bent over to me and asked if I felt the Spirit, that He was alive in this place today. It was confirmed...God held me that day, and still does!
Have you ever smelled God? I have had this experience latly of smelling Him...although I haven't smelled Him for a while, which I'm sad about. But I thought that was such an odd thing.
Love reading your blog!

sailorcross said...

Again, just a wonderful post! I love how you describe this incidents--makes me feel as if I experiencing these thing with you.

I wasn't thinking in the direction that Duane and Karen mention--the presence of the Holy Spirit. I remember several times when we were having a Small Group meeting--we would start with one topic discussion, quickly change to another--with everyone joining in with words of wisdom, referring to their Bibles with specific verses.
Or at other times, perhaps one person was burdened with something, and the whole group came around and prayed for that person--I could definitely feel the presence of the Holy Spirit working in that room during those times.
I've had people say to me after a group meeting, "Well, the Holy Spirit sure showed up tonight!" which only cemented my feeling in my mind.
Isn't it just wonderful--how a group of people have all felt this presence at the same time?