13 March 2019

through a glass


there is beauty in the blur
when you can both see
and not see
yet colour and light
still have their way

we are drawing close to the One 
Who knows our next steps
cherishing every moment of glory 
He chooses to share with us
along this foggy path

For now we see but a faint reflection 
of riddles and mysteries 
as though reflected in a mirror, 
but one day we will see face-to-face.
My  understanding is incomplete now, 
but one day I will understand everything, 
just as everything about me has been fully understood. 

12 March 2019

wonder


May I never lose this wonder
the surprise of beauty
unique, peculiar
and unexpected

Only God Himself
constant in creation
knows what waits
for our eyes to behold

07 March 2019

Random, disturbed, profound

this picture has no connection with the text below, just random beauty

I was trying to read, reading about writing
instead of writing what someone else 
might or might not want to read
and remembering a dear old, no, 
young, blogging friend, who,
once started a thing he titled
Randomly Disturbed Thursdays.
I realised it was, in fact,Thursday
and after all that, still I sat
reading about writing, my highly sensitive self
aware of the most annoying, distracting
sound of a leaky faucet, drip by drop.
I inquired of my husband, who
sat beside me at the kitchen table, also reading
"Where is that dripping coming from?"
Having no answer, he turned his page
continuing, while my ears, ever sharp
even in their half-deafness, tried to discern
"Could it be coming from the bathroom?"
"I can check" he replied, yet did not.
"You're sure it's not the kitchen sink?"
I turned to stare, to see if I could spy 
a silvery slip of something, no
not there, but still, the tap, tap, rhythmic
almost like the ticking of a clock, yes
almost like the clock just behind me 
on the wall, the second hand perfectly timed
to the same pestering sound.
On this Thursday, I found
random, disturbed, profound 
the truth, nothing is as we first
believe, flexibility is essential
and a touch of silly helps sometimes
when you're finding it hard to breathe.


06 March 2019

Ash Wednesday 2019

there are no ashes
marked upon my skin
yet inside, deep
they scatter to fill
an unexpected emptiness

who am I to mark
losses, gathered 
in stacks
of nothing

from which I was created
to which I will return
where the only One Who mattered
matters still

For you were made from dust, 
and to dust you will return

05 March 2019

washed away


early morning, coffee, His Word and His words
all I need

Yes, you hear "washed away"
for surely I have washed away your sins
but  there is so much more
I can wash away your pain
I can wash away your worry
I can wash away memories
that twist and turn and torment

It is already done, child
let it go
receive My cleansing shower
stand in My healing rain

03 March 2019

peace path


rough and rutted, tires rumbling
this noisy road carries us
to a place of peace
a house that is already home
however temporary


May I live to make Paul's words truth --

Not that I am implying that I was in any personal want, 
for I have learned how to be content (satisfied to the point 
where I am not disturbed or disquieted) in whatever state I am. 
I know how to be abased and live humbly in straitened circumstances, 
and I know also how to enjoy plenty and live in abundance. 
I have learned in any and all circumstances the secret of facing every situation, whether well-fed or going hungry, having a sufficiency and enough to spare 
or going without and being in want. 
I have strength for all things in Christ Who empowers me 
[I am ready for anything and equal to anything through Him 
Who infuses inner strength into me;
 I am self-sufficient in Christ’s sufficiency].

27 February 2019

His peace


Last Malawi road trip
seeking comfort and calm
found in the beauty of Zomba Plateau
this, may my heart remember

Peace I leave with you; 
My [own] peace I now give and bequeath to you. 
Not as the world gives do I give to you. 
Do not let your hearts be troubled, neither let them be afraid. 
[Stop allowing yourselves to be agitated and disturbed; 
and do not permit yourselves to be fearful and intimidated 
and cowardly and unsettled.]