My story is ordinary – it’s not a dramatic conversion story; nothing “big” happened to me along the way. I didn't experience a near-death situation. I didn’t survive a tragedy. But in a lot of ways, that’s what makes my story so accessible. It’s about an ordinary person with ordinary questions, fears and doubts who was transformed in an extraordinary way.I believe this is exactly why this is a must read book for us all. We who feel just "ordinary" always need to be reminded of just how extraordinary our God is. How many of us find ourselves naked before our Lord, trembling just a bit, scratching our heads, mumbling "I believe Lord, help my unbelief?"
In this close to the bone memoir Michelle shares with brave openness her doubts, fears and growing reliance on a Lord Who asks us to believe what we can not always see.
Some pages left me giggling, like the story of tossed Cheez-It crumbs; others are stained by tears of recognition, when God shows Himself in quiet glory. Then there are the pages striped by coloured highlighters, that will beckon me to return to the words again and again, like these:
While faith through grace alone is probably liberating for most people, freeing them from the inescapable burden of sin, it scared the crap out of me because it required that I relinquish control. It carried me full circle back to the aspects of God I couldn't define, hem in, deconstruct, or rationalize. It carried me back to the heart, which was a much more difficult realm to navigate than the head. Honestly, I would much rather have earned my entrance to heaven than take a flying leap onto the slippery slope of faith. Earning seemed much more predictable, orderly, and measurable, so much less fraught with fear, than leaping. Leaping into faith required me to trust and surrender to someone I couldn't see.Those could have been my own words, so closely they struck my spirit. I believe you will be struck in similar fashion. You need to read this book. You need to share this book. It will speak loudly to everyone, no matter where they find themselves on this wild journey of faith.
I was given an advance reading copy of this book. The opinions I have shared, as always, are my own.